acf domain was triggered too early. This is usually an indicator for some code in the plugin or theme running too early. Translations should be loaded at the init action or later. Please see Debugging in WordPress for more information. (This message was added in version 6.7.0.) in /home4/tsetzler/public_html/wp-includes/functions.php on line 6121google-analytics-for-wordpress domain was triggered too early. This is usually an indicator for some code in the plugin or theme running too early. Translations should be loaded at the init action or later. Please see Debugging in WordPress for more information. (This message was added in version 6.7.0.) in /home4/tsetzler/public_html/wp-includes/functions.php on line 6121health-check domain was triggered too early. This is usually an indicator for some code in the plugin or theme running too early. Translations should be loaded at the init action or later. Please see Debugging in WordPress for more information. (This message was added in version 6.7.0.) in /home4/tsetzler/public_html/wp-includes/functions.php on line 6121instagram-feed domain was triggered too early. This is usually an indicator for some code in the plugin or theme running too early. Translations should be loaded at the init action or later. Please see Debugging in WordPress for more information. (This message was added in version 6.7.0.) in /home4/tsetzler/public_html/wp-includes/functions.php on line 6121To be honest, I never thought I’d live this long.<\/p>\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n
All growing up, I thought I would have kicked the bucket before I even turned 30. I never really envisioned myself living long.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I’ve always had it in my head that I needed to be the strong one, the one who never relies on anyone, and above all else, never ask for help unless it’s absolutely needed. And it has to be a situation where you need it because everything is on fire!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Since October, my life has been anything but what I like to call a “hot mess disaster storm<\/strong><\/em>“. I’ve been laid off twice, on the verge of being homeless, my car was repossessed, my phone was shut off twice, my utilities are all behind, my double sinus nodes in my heart have been a little out of whack, my rheumatoid arthritis has decided more than ever to flare up, with many more things to add, and all this has taken a serious toll on my mental health.<\/p>\n\n\n\n I know that all that is not that much; I know that it 100% can be worse. I know that I could be homeless, I could have much worse health issues, and I know that I could be living in a war zone. I 100% understand that, I know what I am going through is a grain of sand compared to others.<\/p>\n\n\n\n I’d also like to note that I do understand that this position I found myself in is attributed to myself making not the best decisions. I could have saved more, I could have made wiser financial choices, I could have done XYZ. But that didn’t happen. I made the decisions I did, and I will have to say that I wouldn’t change any of it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n It brings people into our lives we never would have met. It also reminds us to be thankful for those in our lives who have been there. Not only in person but in spirit. The ones who are cheering you on even though you thought they weren’t paying attention. The ones who send messages that they are pulling for us, they know we’ve got this when we feel at our absolute lowest!<\/p>\n\n\n\nLife finds a way of reminding us of our path.<\/strong><\/h4>\n\n\n\n